Not bad.

I kinda like this pic i randomly edited.

it was taken after i had my hair cut a long time ago.
my hair was... waxed? by the hairstylist.

YIPPEE!!!

MAID COMING BACK TOMORO!!!!!

TRALALALALA~~~~~~~

XD

u DO NOT call me lazy. XD

What I missed out.

29/12/09

Ice, Anne, XR and Crystal came over to bake cake~

(yes it's always them. dont ask. XD)

ingredients~

our goal~  XD

Anne and XR mashing up butter. -_-"

*wash*

Ice cooking chocolate~ *_*

Put in the stuff...

MIX IT!  XD

Then into the oven it went~

And around that time, we heard the door bell.

it's Crystal, being late, and coming over to eat cake~

XD

Ta-dah!

So it might not look perfect or what but it was scrumptious.

=D

for more, *click*

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28/12/09

Cousin bro brought me and sis to Lookout Point for dinner~

it was cloudy tat time so all the pics of sky are sucky.

i very lazy to edit. = =

see the light shining down? XD

lol.

SHINE!  XD

Guess what are they doing?

"U see that T-junction? then turn in... THERE! OUR HOUSE!"

XD

Braces Monster # Me

My spaghetti Carbonara. =d

a few days later sis bought these cute ballerina flats.

black and white. mine is white.

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31/12/09 ~ 1/1/01

Went sleepover at Jas with Sam~

we countdown together~ XD

Jasper~

Jas n Me in the dark~

 full moon~

 

Pictionary game~

Me # Rachel

Ben

Ben n relatives~

Then at the struck of midnight we were jumping, dancing and wishing everyone around.

then we played with spray cans and confetti~ XD

it's blur. but i wanna show tat the road was full of confetti~

Me # Ben

Jas (lol) # Sam # Me

Then on the way home,

i realized that my bangs are too long.

it'll be either like this

or

say bye-bye to my eyes.

so cut hair lo~

say hi again to my eyes. XD

oh and at night,

sis baked lemon cake. -_-"

it was weird tasted.

innocent-looking-yet-not-so-innocent lemon cake.

Happy B'day ICE! ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIA HUI AKA ICE~~~~~~~~~~~~

XD

have a sweet sixteen~  ^_^

Hi again, school.

I am practically BUSTED DOWN TO DIRT.

i duno what that means but it practically means i'm tired. XD

"But why? It's only the the first 3 days of school~"

i duno why either.
i just feel VERY VERY tired.
this is the 1st time i felt like this on the first 3 days.
-_-


But oh well,
S1C6 is AWESOME!
XD

at first i was dreading about having DMC again, BUT,
everything was AWESOME 8D   (i'm lost at words)

The teacher wasn't all that sucky,

i've met lots of new friends,

The whole class practically rox.

8D

whee~~~

i likey this class~   =3

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Btw,

i think i've gotten fat.
shit.

THAT

IS

NOT

GOOD

D8

must be those awesome bentos i've been bringing to school
*laughs*

ok fine.
i'm joking.
= =

400th post~

There's a lot of stuff to post but i'm just plain lazy.
8P

1st off,
Baked nice chocolate cakes with few friends~

2nd,
Countdown + celebrated NEW YEAR with Sam, Jas and her relatives~

3rd,
Watched Treasure Hunter and it sucks.


oh oh oh,
and Anne has got a -missing words-

hahaha.
don't worry.
i'm not gonna blab it out anne. -_-


oh and school's starting tomoro and i havent friggin found a decent pencil box. -_-

2010~

Sorry for the late wish but....

HAPPY NEW YEAR~!

8D

New Year Resolutions?
1. Try to not be soo lazy.
2. Try to not get fat.

That sums it up.
hahaa.


btw,
about the post b4
try to forget it if u can.
i hate explaining.
-_-

but thnx guys.
=]

Exhausted.

I'm really really tired.

crying stress me out.
being like this is just suffocating.

this is why i had attemptions of commit suicide.
(don't worry, that was quite a long time ago)

I just don't like... living in this world.
everybody seems like a puppet
but i dont know just who the puppet master is.

that's right.
everyone's the same.

for an instance, my family.

the only person who cares for me, is actually my sis.
i mean
the others just treat me like shit.
i wanted to have more conversations with them; i wanted to laugh along with them; i wanted to not think about anything and just be happy with them...
but things just always don't go your way.

they seek for you when they NEED you. by the word 'need', it only means doing stuff like running erands our doing something that's a nuisance.
and when they dont need you, you're just garbage.

this is why, why i can never trust anybody.
this is the ugly truth.
i never did had faith in anyone in my whole life.
not even those who are close to me.
not even my bffs.
nobody.

i can never have faith in anyone god knows since when.

everytime i talk to somebody,
it feels like talking to a tv. seriously.
it never felt real even until now.

ppl give me this impression of they're all masked.
what they do and talk, are just an act.

i know there's still part of ppl like XR and Anne who's willing to stand up for their friends any moment without a doubt. they're true friends, i can tell.
but
sorry
i cant trust ppl.

i just cant.
no matter how i try.

i dont feel like typing anything else...
i'll just add in one last advice.
in chinese though.

不要被我外表的一切所骗。

try to help/save me if you can.
i want to at least trust those who're beside me.

Class~

Next year

UNEXCPECTEDLY

I'M IN S1C6.

O___o

what's unexpected is....

THE TEACHER IS DMC.

T^T

its  not like i hate her or what la, but it's very tiring to face her another 3 years...

at least u same class with quite a lot of former J3E's

=]

and at least i same eng class with yuh jin~

hhaahaha~

Runescape~

it's been a long time since i lst played.

man i've gotten sucky.

=p

Too mad to the point of speechless.

I just DONT get some ppl.

When i'm all quiet and chill,
they'll be bitching aboutit.

AND
when i'm all high or happy or being fangirl-ing or crazy,
THEY'LL ALSO BE BITCHING ABOUT IT.


IT IS SOO FRIGGIN ANNOYING.


MY LIFE IS NOT TO BE BITCH.
WHAT I DO, HOW I AM IS NOT TO BE CARED BY YOU.


GO AWAY.

AND YES I'M RESTRAINING MYSELF FROM USING SWEAR WORDS.

Sakura Hime Kaden

Found this nice manga~

It's from the same mangaka as Shinshi Doumei Cross  (Tanemura Arina)

*CLICK*

go read other manga of hers if you can~
=D

(damn i can't stand mangas that make me cry  ><)

Oishii Kankei

*click*

This manga is nice~

=]

Why Japan Schools are Awesome.

They have awesome uniforms unlike us malaysians.

ours look like an apron. = =

And i have this thing for guys' uniforms~   XD

i find their uniform nice.  *grins*

They have awesome style.

They can eat in class.

They have the most amazing clubs ever.

*__*

lols.

 
*click to enlarge*

read everything.

guess who's this.

this guy's an arse.
XD

And again... =p

i am going to go high over bentos and stuff again.
hahahaha.

First off~
I just realized i don't have much bento making tools~ ><
I only got   1. Seaweed punch  2. Rice mold (onigiri maker)
And they're both VERY basic ones.     /__\

What I want is like....

yes they look insane but it's BEAUTIFULLY AWESOME AND COMPLETE!
T^T

some simple tools...

Rice molds~

Paper cups~

Skewers~

Seaweed punches~

Sauce bottles~

Chopsticks~

I also want a food cutter with shape~

><

Also not forgetting the lunch boxes....

and also the bento pouch~

or the bento bag~

I just realized that what i have at home are TUPPERWARES, not BENTOS' LUNCH BOXES.

><

and i want a case with fork/spoon/chopsticks in it...

><

being not rich is annoying.

yer the face one very geli.

8D

i love this cute one~  X3

*off to dreamland*

*continues to go high*

XD

Otaku

shit.

i'm seriously starting to fully transform into an otaku.

this isn't too good.

i can't be too otaku-ish.
(/_\)

Luckily i'm sort of going out quite regularly these days.
-_-"

Another missing post.

yes this post is really missing.

XD

8D

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

was reading Kaichou wa Maid-sama manga just now

and saw this AWESOME AWESOME drawing

OF USUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

*screams and squeals nonstop*

"kyaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"

XD



oh shit.
and i was telling myself to try NOT to go otaku-ish.
damn.

why does usui have to be soo hot?! ><

*click to enlarge*

if you dunno Chinese, too bad.

I guess being listed in the school's web and board aint' soo bad. meh.

1st stage = Kindergarten
2nd stage = Primary School
3rd stage = Junior High School
4th stage = Senior High School
5th stage = College/Uni

i don't know why in the holy friggin world did i typed this.

i'm getting more and more insane.

must be the caffeine.

Reasons why I will not watch Avatar.

1. I don't like the trailer.  (i am NOT copying my sis)
   
   
2. The story is just weird. It's just..... WAR. = =
   
   
3. Why would I waste 11 bucks to watch some blue people running around?!
   i mean, BLUE PEOPLE?! WTH?!

don't invite me watch that thing. = =

PMR results~

meh~

my PMR results wasn't as good as i wanted it to be.
-_-

5A's
i dunno what i got for others.

because i can't take my results today.
was in ipoh.
=___=

great.
i wanna get something BETTER than my sista, not the same as her.
-_-

oh,

congrats to XR who got straight A's~~~~~~~

8D

and DO NOT come babbling about it in my cbox or anywhere.

XD

for once XR FINALLY defeated me. oh lols.

XD

Puffy Cat wishes you...

*click to enlarge*

just came back from ipoh.

will blog more later.

happy holidays~~

waddaheck.

who the hell actually announce PMR exam results on friggin Christmas Eve?!?!?!?!

D8<

stupid government.

gila punya.

ARGH.